no, i'm not dead. I'm just going through a bunch of personal social media changes and it's taking up quite a bit of time. Plus my audhd brain has decided it's going to be WAY into playing music now, now that I have a bunch of music instruments. Unfortunately i am but a servant to the whims of whatever my brain suddenly decides to obsess over, brightside tho is I'll likely be uploading some new music here before too long